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yo hey there!my first dairy here.^^

i usually dont have the hobit to talk in blogs,since i express most of feelings in works and there's no word left after i finish them.

recently i feel so awkward and uneasy. ;-;" i tried my best for writing a good schedule for myself and get used to it,but after trying for 2 week non stop,i still find out that i'm not a schedule girl. XD i really cant come to terms with them and be on time~just have to finish thing in last minutes.
also 'coz of that,my drawing time are slowly gettin' less and less.;-; i really want to draw,but i've got an artist as my goal and till i dont reach his technique i cant sits down nor get satisfied with my works. ;_;" creepy artist ne~ XD

but i'm still trying my best. i really wanna be more active.wanna draw more,open a pypl account and take commisions,wanna finish up my manga stories and publish them,etc,etc,i'm such daydreamer XD;

wish me luck!

btw; my goal artist is WANA (riku) (http://wana.blog.shinobi.jp)
i just love all his works and his technique to death. <3